Why Despite Everything, It's Still A Beautiful World

Today was crappy

It always had been for some time

I've been walking alone 

I try to make friends, but everyone looks at me with that look

As though I don't belong there

Or maybe it's just me

Who can't make friends

Sometimes wishing life would end

Can't hold a conversation for that long

Even if I did, I'd be talking irrelevant things

Maybe one shouldn't even seek out friends

Maybe some people were meant to be alone

Because sometimes even when we try

We don't know what to say

Or how to say it

Everyone making small talk

I usually talk deep

Bringing discomfort to those around me

People think I'm crazy

And stupid

And lame and idiotic

But despite all of that

Despite the fact I'm currently alone

This world had always been beautiful
And it will continue to be so
Despite all the sorrows
Beauty never dies
It's there
Waiting to be witnessed
We have to keep our eyes wide awake
To all the pleasures and beauties the Earth has in store
It never fades
The only thing that would fade, is your perception
So stay awake, and embrace the brighter side of the world